Iv been reading my book Memories of a Boy Soldier... i was supposed to finish today but i didnt..(i think im in trouble!). This book is to good.. im in love with this book..its so crazy how these young boys can go through all these crazy terrible things.. there only lil kids. It really made meh realize how good i have it.. and made me thankful that i didnt ever have to go throuh somthing even half as bad as what these young boys went through. This book really got me thinking and it made me really upset... there were times that i felt i just couldnt take reading it no more.. it was devistating... but i still cant wait to finsh.

This weekend ima go to the beach with my boyfriend!!!! Im mostly just going to hanging and working on all my final projects for school, which is going to take a while. Im really excited about the trip were going on monday, also i cant wait for the canoe trip... were gonna so much fun.

Super tired from school, me and the girls are all just trying to get everything prepared for the radio show.. we have so many great ideas.. and we re all really excited and in to it to working on this project for our college bound class. i cant wait to see how everything turns out with it!!!!

Yesterday i really thought hard about my future and what i want to do when we were on college board. More then anything i want to do some sort of social work, and what we were doing yesterday, going though the different types of jobs that have to do with social work it all really gave me a better understanding. im now even more excited about going to college and picking my majors.

My expectations for the future have no limit... i just want to do it all. I want to go to college, have that crazy college life, study abroad, go to the peace corps, become a social worker, and travel the world. I want to live my life as much as i can. Prove to everyone who never thought i could or who didn't see it in me that i really can do it. im going to follow through with my dreams and never let them go. people sometimes laugh when i tell them how i want to join the peace corps, but i never though it was funny, I guess they just dont think im serious enough or that i will actually follow through with it, but i will...